Guan’s Blog

Like most of my coursemates in my department, dun really like FYP.

Although it is oni 2 credit hours, feel like it takes more than 2 credit hours. The problem is I have to share what have I done with someone that I dun like. The story is like this…….

I joined one research group form by the lecturers. I took one part of the research and bcome my FYP. N this guy oso joined the group. Everytime, I’ll do my part very early as first few weeks still free mar. So focus more on FYP so that at later weeks I won’t be tied up with this FYP. But manatau I have to share all what I have done with this guy. I worked hard for it and he juz took it like tat. Although we are not the same topic, dun really wan to share what i have done with this guy coz already not really in good relationship with this guy mar.

First time, when he asked me n I gave him. Then the second time, when he asked from me again, i dun wan to give him. N this smart guy went n complain to lecturer that I dun wan to share which caused him cannot finish his work on time. I was like what the heck.

So guys, from now on, i definitely seldom online in gtalk bcoz the guy is in my list. Juz add me in MSN o YM. Thanks.

Halo everyone,

Chong Wei is in the final ady. Tat mean Malaysia will have at least silver for this Olympic. But definitely we dun wan silver. We wan GOLD, GOLD, GOLD!!!.

Around 6.15pm, I already went to cafe for my dinner coz i wan to book a strategic place to watch the match. Luckily i got the place. So enjoy watching lar. Haha. To be fank, somehow i juz scare that Chong Wei will lose although he is leading. Coz there are so many cases tat our players r leading but lose in the end.

Going to write in mandarin liao coz not really good in expressing myself in english for the badminton match =).

今届的奥运，随着宗伟进入大决赛，终于松了一口气。虽然不知道到最后是否能为大马赢得首面奥运金牌，大决赛的对手是林丹还是陈金还是一个未知数，大决赛的裁判是否会偏帮中国人已是一个未知数，人生就有很多的未知，如果我们的知道我们的未来是如何，那人生是否依然精彩呢？因为我们已经为了活而活，而不是为了梦想而活，要知道人因为梦想而伟大嘛？（好哲学的一句话）

既然现在是奥运热，就籍此机会写写有关奥运羽球，毕竟我是个疯狂的羽球发烧友。。。。。

本届第一个出局的是女双， 其实大家对他们都寄望不高，对上韩国女双，虽然有机会，但个人觉得当炮灰的机会更大，所以他们的出局个人倒不是很意外。。。。

第二个出局的是男单黄综翰。正但大家为他能打败道菲，报回四年前雅典奥运会的仇而兴奋时，却报来他输给台湾小子，谢裕兴。说真的，个人还是第一次听过他的大名，他就将蒙喳喳地把本人的偶像给打败了，真的是有种被炸倒的感觉。原本还以为他能拿一面奖牌当作即将出世的孩子的礼物，但最后还是失望了。欣赏综翰是因为他对羽球的坚持和热忱，虽然在2006的汤杯受伤，但为了梦想，为了能在2008年代表大马出战北京奥运会，他不屈不挠的为梦想而前进，为梦想而冲刺，试问有多少个人能有这般能耐呢？身为前大马首号男单，虽然不曾为我国夺下任何大奖，最让人回味的应该也只是世锦赛亚军吧。但我呢，欣赏人就是欣赏这种人的坚持，难听一点是固执吧。感觉上就有点像我，人家总是踩我，每个学期总是多拿一科，逞英雄嘛？告诉了人家我的梦想，又被讲装清高，不讲呢，又被讲自私，反正讲与不讲都是错，倒不如省点口水，现在百物涨价，连喝杯水都要几毛钱啦。。。。。。。

接下来出局的就是钟腾福/李万华了。这对男双，虽然已经年逾三十，但还能成为大马首号男双，代表大马出征北京奥运会是属难得。对上韩国男双，虽然在赛前一直说已经做好准备，但最后还是输了。腾福在赛前还信誓旦旦，要在自己的最后一届奥运会拿下奖牌。但过后还是输了。不知是因为女友输了，影响了情绪，还是真得是自己技不如人。

综翰，腾福/万华，在比赛中，他们与对手的比数是多么地接近，但胜利却离他们多么的遥远。英雄迟暮，综翰，腾福，万华已老矣。年逾三十，在下一届奥运肯定不能看到他们在场上竞技了。在最后一届的奥运会，不能为自己的运动员生涯拿下任何奥运奖牌，肯定是非常遗憾的。心中的泪，心中的憾，唯有自己能知晓。但谁没为自己的人生留下遗憾呢？人嘛，就是要往着不可谏，来者犹可追。这些已经为大马奉献数十载的羽将虽然没在奥运赢得任何牌面，但换个角度想，又有谁不想赢奖牌呢？已经为了大马羽球奉献数十载的他们，是值得我们尊敬和给予掌声的。。。

接下来出局的就是妙珠了。曾经在中国打败过中国好手，在中国拿下公开赛的冠军。对垒卢兰时，大家都期望妙式旋风能再度刮起。第二局更打到20-15的局面，就只差那么一分就能拖到第三局。领先，坚持，再领先，再坚持，曾经达到九个局点，但到最后还是输了，输得令人惋惜。牛皮糖是她的绰号，意思就是很耐打，有种打不死的感觉。还以为她能与宗伟创造历史，为大马羽球情侣写下一个传奇，但妙珠能打入复赛，已经是大马女单最好的记录了。就让我们期待四年后的伦敦奥运会吧，就不知道到时我们还能不能看到她在场上的英姿呢？

再来就是令国人失望好久的古陈组合吧。拿下亚运会冠军，全英赛冠军，几个公开赛的冠军，被捧上天后，就好久好久没有打出佳绩了。第一场比赛让人眼前一亮，但第二场比赛却兵败如山，真的是让人失望。或许是承载了大马国人的希望，压力也就比较大吧，所以在场上就失常。输了就输了，可千万别找借口。输得要坦然，学学道菲吧，输了也没给任何理由，毕竟输了再给理由只会让人觉得有种强辩的感觉。到底羽总是否还会给他们机会抑或是他们将被拆伙呢，答案在奥运会后就自有分晓了。

接下来，教练组会不会来个大地震呢？总教练是否人头落地？列西能否再执教大马双打？黄达明是否能执教大马单打呢？青黄不接的问题能解决吗？是否有任何羽球员不满国家队而加入俱乐部？看来还有一筐筐的问题在前头等待呢。。。

Now confirm tat Chong Wei vs Lin Dan in the final. Dun forget to watch the final on sunday, 8.45pm. Let’s see whether Chong Wei can win the first ever gold medal for Malaysia? Chong Wei, gambateh!!!

Btw, i won’t be online in gtalk for quite some time due to some issues. If i create a new gtalk account, definitely i’ll let u guys noe. =S

"Where the hell are you? Never blog for so long ….." My fren asks me tis question….
First of all, I am not in the hell =) Secondly, I am just too lazy and busy to blog and many other excuses…..

Have doing my internship for 8 months….so this blog will b sharing my internship experience lar…..but depend on the mood….if i have mood to write grandma story, then i’ll write….=)

8 months of internship….working like hell…..everyday work almost 10 hours…..
There was even one time.. I worked from Friday 9am till Saturday 3pm….30 hours??? No lar, I had my lunch break and dinner break plus went home for 2 hours shower plus another 1 hour sleeping….Therefore, I had worked for around 24 hours!!!!!Amazing rite, an intern worked until like tis….Somemore i cannot claim OT….But being a kind soul, I just b patient….patieNT…..patIENT…..pATIENT…..PATIENT….till one day I exploded……
so there was one day there was an intern gathering in the main office and I was requested to do a presentation of what had I done so far….Haha too bad, instead of presenting what had I done so far during my internship, I shoot the company….how bold am I(-.-!!!)

When i ask them for OT, they give me the reason of intern cannot claim OT. So during the presentation, I shoot them lar

"Well, intern cannot claim OT because of company policy but is there any company policy saying that intern cannot work more than how many hours??? I really had good experience here. In the university, I never work 10 hours everyday but I work almost 10 hours here everyday. In the university, even I cannot finish my project, I can still manage to sleep for a few hours. But during my internship, due to the time constraint, I manage to sleep only one hour which is really a GOOD experience to me…." and the complaint keeps on……
After the presentation, I told myself that i’ll going to fail my internship ady lar. But I left with no choice bcoz I really cannot tahan ady =)  After the presentation, the head of the HR talked to me for almost 45 mins….Well, the conversation is….(private and confidential =P)shh……

Then they change the structure and saying tat intern can claim OT….I was like so happy…haha…..my colleagues were so jealous of me becoz the rate is so high……
wow, I am rich now!!! Nono, the money need to keep for the future lar in case I need the money in the future mar. If not, u’ll borrow me money mer? The ‘u’ here means anyone who read this blog, not to any specific person ar……=P (suspend…)

So the hard work actually pays off which I always believe in..Haha…besides that, I have a bunch of very cute n nice colleagues….Still remember during my presentation for the second visit, I said out the following statement……

"They are really nice to me. They helped me to prepare for the presentation. They provided me the slides template, buy me the shirt and pen for presentation…" which made my supervisor laughing at me…
Yes, they deserve the credit. My team member buy me a parker pen and the other teams’ members buy me 2 shirts..(one long sleeve and one T-shirt)…besides that, I also received a lot of ‘benefits’….’benefits’???
1. if there is any nice food, I was the first one to be informed =)
2. if there is any outing, I was also one of the group =)
and many many lar

Still remember there was one time, we had a project dinner…..There was a lucky draw during the dinner….Suddenly, I heard my name….It is not tat I get any lucky draw lar….just that one of my colleagues shouting my name becoz she is hoping that I’ll get the prize….wah…touching man……

There were also some incidents which I never forget….the incidents were …(private and confidential again =P )shh…….

Lazy to put the photo here…not bcoz they are private and confidential =P…but just the internet is too slow and it takes time…

I oso study during my internship as well…take some finance course as just wan to check do I really like finance tat much…..so now I have taken insurance test and mutual fund test…so for anyone who wan to buy insurance n mutual fund, can come to me ya….

u might b asking why i am so busy and still wan to take the tests…I have my own reasons and u can just interpret watever u like….bcoz of money…becoz of wat…..I won’t tell u =P

tat’s where am i n wat i’m doing for my internship….I have my own vision and mission and I think it is my right to design how my life is going to be….well, u can comment n complain but i am too stubborn to change…so better save ur breath for lecturing me…..better lower down the risk of getting high blood pressure =)

Will not be blogging so often….currently doing my final year…..and it is really hectic in the final year….the final year project…..the courses….the career goal….my vision and mission…..
and somehow find that seem like everyone noe wat i’m doing and dun really like tat kind of feeling…feel like being monitored by ppl……somehow got tis feeling lar….dun noe y oso……

so if u have time, dun visit my blog too often coz u’ll b dissapointed….haha….

All the best in wat u r doing!!

6 more to go….
5 more to go….
4 more to go…
3 more to go…
2 more to go…
1 more to go…

NO MORE NO MORE!!!

No more paper to go. I feel so relief when i finish my paper. Feel relief juz bcoz i do not have to study alone in UTP when everyone is going bec. It is a suffering for me. Nobody to gossip with. No "movie" to watch. (KELVIN, u should ask Dinesh about tis) haha. It is so so so boring. From 1st floor move to 3rd floor n move bec to 1st floor.

After finish my paper, my gtalk status is "no more no more!!! no more quizzes, tests, assignments, projects, finals but weekly report… no more ipoh parade, jusco.. but mid valley, time square… no more tronoh, ipoh.. but klcc, ampang park… no more v4 but wangsa maju.. no more UTP but Menara Maybank…..wahahaha…All the best for those going to intern n happy holiday….c u after 8 mths…."

A number of ppl pm me n say it is very interesting. haha. Tat’s y i wan to blog it. Let me add some additional "No more… but…" here. =)

No more quizzes, tests, assignments, projects, finals but weekly report….
No more ipoh parade, jusco.. but mid valley, time square n …..
No more tronoh, ipoh.. but klcc, ampang park…..
No more 21 credit hours but 14 credit hours…(can’t blame others. gatal cari pasal. haha)
No more car but lrt….
No more pak guard but police…:(
No more casual smart but formal….
No more v4 but wangsa maju….
No more UTP but Menara Maybank….
Last but not least…
No more cun gal but LENG LUIs!!!!
(gossip gang, understand wat i mean, rite???) wahahahaha

Nid to sleep liao. Today nid to drive to kl. Dun noe when is my next blog. But if i time to write, dun worry will be still very interesting. Haha.

This week suppose to be the examination week and I can still blog here??? Well, this sem really no mood to study. Dun noe why. Mayb tired of study lah.  The other reason is sometime hard work doesn’t pay off. This sem’s result oso dun dare to think lah. Luckily I am going to intern next sem liao.

Anyway this time, my study week is still interesting.

SECRET!!!

Secret?? This is not the movie of Jay lah. Well, I still dun watch it yet. Mak Teh, later i wan to take it from u lah.
This is a secret of my course. Dun tell others leh. I juz share it v those who read my blog. Let’s keep it as a secret. Sshhh…….
I am taking ICT in UTP since Jan 2005. Now already almost the end of 2007. 3 years, so fast. Remember the first time I went bec from UTP to Muar for holidays, my frens ask me still single o not. I say no beautiful gal. Recently I oni noe there is one very chun gal in my course. 3 years ady baru i noe. Am i blind ah??? Let’s keep this as a secret lah. If not nanti ppl laugh at me dun noe how to differentiate chun gal n normal gal. Dun make me malu ah. So juz keep as secret. sshhhh……….

WAR IN THE KAMPUNG

Tis sem less gossip bcoz Kelvin is not here. But we have war in the kampung. N i’m the victim lah. Depan, belakang, v4 n australia all shooting to me. (Kelvin, for ur information, I have changed my feng shui place in front of dinesh n behind of beh n mak teh.)  Chemical students, u all learn too much reaction is it?? All dah pandai buat nuklear bom ady lah. When online ah, sure kena bom from gtalk (ee vonn n kelvin). No way I can escape lah. U all punye bonding really hebat. (IT student talking in chemical way??? Haha) Kelvin, next sem b careful. I think will be ur turn unless u faster find a gf during MAS lah. hahaha…

FAKE
During this study week oso let me c some of the fake ppl lah. When I dun hv car ah, I am like a dog. But once I hv car ah, I am like a god. I can feel how much difference before n after I hv a car. 180 degree change. Ppl treat me like a god when i’m useful n treat me like a shit when i’m useless. But still I really thank them for letting me 2 c their fake faces. At least I noe who r my good frens, frens who will going to help me when I am in trouble. Tis is oso one of the reasons tat I’m behaving weird tis sem coz juz wan to c do some friendship testing.

Receive from someone…Dun noe wat to say. A pic is worth thousand of words rite? Haha.

Long time dun update my blog. Anyone miss my blog?? Haha. Well, nowadays a lot of assignments, tests, projects n yet i still have time to blog?? Haiz. Today supposedly I have a test. But bcoz of the lecturer prepare not enough test papers, so I have to take a retest on monday. Alamak. How would i say about myself? Lucky o unlucky?? I oso dun noe.

Well, juz headache with my internship. I get a lot of offer. So, for those who think I am bragging about myself, u can juz leave the page. Thanks.

The first offer is ViTrox in Penang. This is a new company, which not many ppl hear about it before. At first, really think of wan to go there for intern. The very good reason is the company can offer to work in 2 departments which i think is not so boring. Some more it is in Penang. The pay is 800.

The second offer is Panasonic R&D department. Well, I don’t have any interview v the company n they juz accept me. How we communicate? Through email oni. This make me really sick of this company lah. No interaction at all. Dun feel like they are really interested at me. So sorry lah.

The third offer is Accenture at KLCC. Well this company is quite famous in business consulting. The pay is the highest among the offers, which is 1000. Now still waiting for the job scope that they r going to let me do during my intern.

The forth offer is Siemens. I think u all noe about siemens rite?? The pay is not really well, 600 oni. But I can feel the manager is really interested at me. I can really feel they really appreciate me if i can work with them. When I tell the interviewer i was offered by other companies, he even analysis wat am i going to do if i’m doing my intern there. This really impressed me. I’m not really particular about the allowance. Bcoz i plan to work part time anyway. But really particular about the experience, working environment and the ppl in the company. They can let me feel the friendliness there. Imagine u r working in one company tat the ppl r selfish, always wan to harm ppl, even though 2000 oso useless rite? Besides, one senior working there. He learn a lot of communication n IT stuff there. Well, u’ll ask me since i dun like IT, y still go to Siemens which is really IT base? One of the reason is my FYP. The other reason is I not tat hate IT anymore. I think I myself starting to like it. Amazing rite? So I plan to take this chance to go to Siemens to work for 8 mths. To check whether am i really suitable in IT field?

There are some companies i have rejected oso. But i think i won’t blog about it lah. Lazy liao.

Well, this is still not the final decision. Friends, do give me some advices which company should i choose??

Juz wan to share sth here. For anyone who is going to do resume, plz remember sth. Coz there is one person put his/her very handsome/beautiful pic (with makeup) in his/her resume. Then my fren in the company know this particular person. When my fren c the resume, my fren immediately call me. We were like gossiping about the person. Laughing n laughing oni. So, juz a suggestion. Put ur natural pic in ur resume lah. Natural is better lah. Dun nid lah make up lah o watever lah. Juz be natural.

不知为什么，每次发生事情时，不管是不是我的错，矛头却总是指向我。如果一两次或是开玩笑，我倒不介意．但奇怪的是每一次总是我的错，真不明白．有时不是我选择沉默，而是懒于争辩，因为到最后，还是我的错，争等于白争，倒不如把口水省下来，更划算．把口水花在找人买电脑，既可赚钱，又有意义．

这就是为什么我喜欢跟小孩子在一起，因为跟他们在一起才叫做快乐．天真无邪，在他们身上找到了乡间的纯朴，少了城市的现实，遇到他们才真得叫开心。。。。

Wat do u think when u read tis title? Well, it is not tat i fell in love o in a relationship (not everyone is as lucky as Charlz =p ). Wan to noe, juz follow tis blog….

Today is Independence Day. Planning to study but really no mood. So wat can i do? Juz blogging oni coz mayb later coz many projects nid to b done and no time to update my blog. Juz come bec from basketball court. Fei fei wan to play basketball so Charlz n i accompany him lah. Coz in d room oso alone, go to lecture oso alone, sometime makan oso alone, pitiful oh. (wat to do v the title, be patient lah)

Tat day Kepo Queen lecture me. 1st time lecture by her. She say i cannot fell in love v someone when i go intern. The reason is all the gal r older than me. If i wan to kao someone, at least she muz b the same age v me. Wei, this is not fair lah. I was born on 25 January. Tat means I have less chance lah. Not fair!!!Not fair!!! Luckily I was born at 10.33pm (u guys celebrate my birthday really on time lah, haha) then tat means i have another 22 hours n 33 mins. Haha. 25 days 22 hours 33 mins. Kelvin n Dinesh, u all untung lah. At least the probability of finding one gf older (in term of month) than u but same age is higher. Now the kepo gang oni left 3 of us r single and available.

Then muz kao Malaysian Chinese gal. Cannot kao other gals. U noe lah, i memang good v the international gals. Tis wan mayb got a bit problem oh. Haha. Dun worry lah. I oso prefer Chinese lah. Coz my parents can oni understand Mandarin, Teochew n malay. So dun worry, kepo queen.

Dun noe when is my last time playing basketball, very tired oh. Going to sleep liao. Nite…………………
 

Finally week 6 liao. This week extremely busy. Work during convo until monday. Very tired. Some more this week got 2 tests. 2 tests oso very difficult. Luckily the questions r quite easy. The oni problem is tat i careless. Haiz.

Now still searching for internship. Until now still no company call me. So worry. If no company wan me, then wat am i going to do? Mayb stay in UTP n bcome Hamtaro’s roomate lah. Haha. Now all my family members have to find the company for me lah. So susah lah internship.

Tis sem very weird loh. The first time i encounter this "problem". Now bcome famous oso very susah. Haiz. One gal call me n wan to know me. I was blur when I receive her call. Chat for a while then tell her I am busy. After tat no call from her lah. Dun noe which fren wan to kacau me o wat lah. Dun let me find out who r u ah. If not , hehe….

Luckily tomolo Independence Day, then can have a rest. Not enough sleep this few days. But still wan to blog. Gatal betul. Haha. Anyway still have a lot of things to do. Assignments, projects, tests to study n ………..